Tuesday, November 6, 2012

OBAMA RE-ELECTED!!!!!!!!! =D

AMAZING ACCEPTANCE SPEECH BY BARACK OBAMA!!!!!!!!!!!! 4 MORE YEARS SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! SO GLAD I STAYED UP TO WATCH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D <3 ALSO I THINK 2 OR 3 STATE VOTED IN FAVOR OF MARRIAGE EQUALITY, PROGRESS =D <3

Friday, October 19, 2012

More on the it gets better subject (Here are some amazing vids that i watch one i feel down =D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NeKI8biAglU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&feature=endscreen&v=f5HEYZhBbjY
This one i LOVE because in the Broadway song above, there's a line that says "Live to see that day." and i love that line because Kurt was threathened to be killed by a bully and that same bully made his life a living hell for months, but Kurt stayed strong about it and as a result he made Blaine and became friends with him and then they started dating and Kurt had his first real kiss, went to two proms with his boyfriend, slowed dance with him twice, walking hand in hand in the hallway with him, and for those of you who watch glee and know that Kurt have hit a rough patch, life is still worth living Kurt still has his job Vogue and he still has Rachel and Finn and all his other friends even if him and Blaine break up. So if your gay or lesbain or straight or anything else, you don't need a significant other to be happy, you have to love yourself enough to be loved by someone and for someone to love you back. Because if your only with someone because your lonely or your afraid of being alone then you don't truly love each other, your just lonely and are afraid of being alone. But if you take that leap of faith and are single for a bit or break up with a bad boyfriend or girlfriend you could find an amazing person, a soul mate, that you wouldn't have been looking for otherwise because you would still be in that bad relationship or that relationship that you didn't want to leave because of the fear of being alone. I LOVE Kurt and Blaine KLAINE FTW but if they do break up, it might be for the best and they might find people that would be better for them, but they will always be each other's first loves, which the romantic in me thinks it a beautiful thing =D. Also if your a women or a man in a violent relationship BREAK THE SILENCE, GET HELP AND GET OUT.

Here's more vids i watch when i'm feeling down because it does get better, it can get GREAT but life is not perfect, its WORTH IT but sometimes you just have bad days and feel down =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IfQJ_V9K3EM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EHDx8ZiAWB0
DARREN CRISS IS AN ANGEL AND HAS AN AMAZING VOICE =D <3 and i can and have listened to his music all day. This is an original song he wrote called "Not Alone." Noone is alone because even if everyone in your environment isn't supportive there's  many resources for LGBTQ people and for people struggling with mental illness or depression. Such as the suicide hotline and the Trevor project, theres also tons of online support forums and blogs like this one that offer support if you feel uncomfortable calling a hotline but you can also do trevorchat and IM thing instead of the hotline but if your considering suicide or are in crisis the TREVOR HOTLINE IS AVAILABLE 24/7 .
here's the trevor link
http://www.thetrevorproject.org/

http://www.suicidehotlines.com/
 the link ABOVE ^ is for the hotlines in ALL STATES plus CANADA AND INTERNATIONAL =D
http://suicide.com/suicidecrisiscenter/callchart.html
above is online counseling (ALTHOUGH i would make sure there legit like the Trevor Project before you use   online counseling, i just am very paranoid about that and am only comfortable with in person counseling =)

BROADWAY IT GETS BETTER STORIES =D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_pK29toTLk

PLEASE NEVER GIVE UP, THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE AND THERE ARE ALWAYS HELP "LIVE TO SEE THAT DAY" "IT DOES GET BETTER AND IT CAN GET GREAT" =D

Monday, October 15, 2012

It really does get better and i'm going to tell you why

I want to share my story about why IT GETS BETTER because first of all if tons and tons of people all over the world are saying it gets better then i would say its pretty likely there telling the true.
Also i want to say i over think so much it drove me insane and it still drives me crazy sometimes but its much better now. And i want to say the moment things really started to get was when i STOPPED FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF and said you know what life is too short to continue to be miserable so i'm going to  own my disadvantages and embrace my strengths, which for me is writing and i think that god (yes i do believe in god i just hate the idea of hell but if heaven is real so is hell =/) made me over think so much that it drove me insane and made me only be able to see the negative in EVERYTHING, so later in my life it would help me share this message about HOW IT DOES GET BETTER no matter what!!! Also over think things helped and helps me get inside a character's head and really get to know everything about them and that helps when i'm creating new character's or using other people existing characters like the one's from glee when i'm writing fan fiction. (Which for people who don't know fan fiction is stories that fans come up with using existing characters from TV, plays, Movies etc.) I'm going to put some of my favorite it gets better vids links in this post and write more about this later but i'll leave you with this quote.
"Change your thoughts, change your world."
"The only disability in life is a bad attitude."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7IcVyvg2Qlo